So, quite a few things have happened since the last update, at least here anyway, I have been keeping a journal elsewhere but just to get this blog caught up... I went to another con, hung out with people, few months of inactivity and then here we are. I gave modding another go now that I have a new mouse and made a few things between Nov 2024 and Feb 2025 including armours, a new game overhaul and a bunch of textures but alas I've had to stop, not because of my mouse but its my keyboard this time, several keys are just dead, not due to gunk they're just more than 10 years old now and I'll clearly need a new new keyboard. Usually this means I'd do art instead since gaming is also out of the picture but nah I haven't really done that either. I've also become the only active moderator on a forum I help out on but I don't wanna dwell much on that since it's sad.
In october last year, as an additional project alongside my Pinkamena Project pixel ponies and making album stickers, I've started a wiki due the original wiki page being one page on the MLP fan labor wiki which is not only out of date but very cumbersome to navigate. I thought the only person who could do it was me, only I have the investigation skills and parasocial mindset to give musicians decent pages and several months later I've established a pretty solid foundation to detail all the albums, artists and niche bits of history which may get lost if MLR aka MyLittleRemix decides to go down, got my account back too btw yippee.
But what do I mean Act 3? Well currently you are seeing Act 2 of my creative iteration which began after my ego death in 2023 which caused me to experience a sharp realization of reality and for the time, was partly terrifying. If you don't get what I mean, don't worry about it, I was just dissociated for so long I forgot I had a human body. Act 1 was my past life which ended around the time I stopped going outside and became deeply connected to the news and other toxic world events that I shouldn't have bothered myself with, Act 2 was that realization and reset where I established FreckleShark as my main permanent alias with a focus on catching up on forming that identity for myself and now Act 3 is where I set it aside for abit to reclaim my real self so stuff like making money, spending money and feeling fitter through way more exercise
So that's what I'll be doing, my online life is so much more organized now to where I can go work on myself with that peace of mind. Just to go back to modding though, it really isn't working out, too little money ever comes in now and with my sixth year anniversary soon arriving, I'm not going to make anything more. My last release was kind of a flop despite what I considered to be a cool idea but at this point, I'm making mods for a 17 year old game and that's crazy.